The Bringer of War
1
AT THE TOP of the terminal steps the boy stops short and the woman pulling him along pulls harder. The boy resists, this time bending at the knee and pressing his weight down into his heels. The woman waits a second and then spins around.
‘What? What is it now? Whatnow?’
As she turns, her basket swipes the side of the boy’s bare leg. A long red scratch springs out on his skin. The leg flinches, but the boy doesn’t make a sound. He looks at the leg, he looks at the basket then he looks at her. He leans to the side and allows his suitcase to slip out of his hand.
‘I’m not going…’ he begins.
‘You’re notgoing? What do you mean you’re not going?’
‘I don’t like—’
‘You don’tlike? What, now, don’t you like?’
This is not the first time they’ve stood in this place having this argument. The last time was two summers ago, the summer of 1948, when she’d turned her back on him to go buy the tickets and he bolted, leaving the shiny brown suitcase Harry had bought him sitting there in the middle of Grand Central. He didn’t get very far then. He hadn’t got the sense to try for an exit and was still too scared of elevators and escalators and anything, in fact, that moved him towards something he didn’t already know or couldn’t already see. And so he just plunged into the crowd and began scooting from side to side. It took no time at all between her reporting the matter and the cop dragging him back to where she’d been waiting, under the clock with four faces.
‘You the mother?’ the cop had asked.
And she’d nodded yes, because she just couldn’t bring herself to go into the whole sorry story, and to have to do it too against a blubber of tears.
She had shown her temper back then, smacking the boy on the side of his head – the first and only time she had ever done that. And then shredding the tickets in her hands and flinging the lot in his face, she had yelled, ‘Happy now?Happy?’ with the cop still standing there listening to her. ‘Is that what you want? I take a whole day off work just to go with you on a train to Boston. A whole day, just to come all the way back on my own, and this is how you treat me. Well, you can go boil for the rest of the summer in the apartment, go boil like a piece of meat in a pot – you hear me now? You can just go…’
The boy didn’t budge. He never even raised his hand to comfort his slapped ear. A slight sulk on his face was all: no shame, no regret, nothing to show any real upset. Just stood there, peering straight through her, like he was trying to figure out what colour wallpaper was inside her head.
And here they are again, two years gone by and the boy now ten years old, so far as anybody knows. The case Harry bought him is back on duty, a little more faded and a lot more scuffed after two years of getting dragged in and out from under his bed, where it had been acting as a secret container for his comic books and bits of paper and God knows what other peculiarities he kept hidden in there.
This time, she is taking no chances. The ticket was bought during yesterday’s lunchbreak and a porter Harry knows on the New Haven line has promised to keep lookout in case the boy gets any ideas about jumping off at the next station. It has all been arranged. She will put him on the train, take note of the car number and, when she sees the train pull out of the station, go call Harry in work