Chapter One

“You had the man spank you!” Will charged at me with eyes flashing. He’d never been angry like this – at least not that I could recall.

“I’m so sorry, honestly. I couldn’t help myself.”

“Couldn’t help yourself? Really?” He shook his head in disbelief. “So, how the hell did you find this man? Pluck him off the street, and say ‘please spank my bottom?’”

I bit my lip, knowing that this would never sound right to him, but I had to explain.

“I saw his name in an online ad.” My face was hot and flushed, and likely beet red.How did I let myself get caught in this disaster?Foolish. Naïve. And totally stupid of me to come home looking so distraught. I’ve never been a good liar. But then, it never entered my mind that he would be there. He wasn’t supposed to be home in the first place. But once he saw me, I knew I was in trouble. He can read me as if I were an open book.

“A personal ad?” He was astounded. “Where the hell did spanking get mentioned in a personal ad? And why would you be looking at on-line personals in the first place?”

“It was on a spanking site I some sometimes go to – you know my fantasies.”

“Oh yes, I know your fantasies,” he said with a sarcastic smirk. “So, you just order up any little fantasy you desire?”

“It’s not really like that,” I said meekly.

“So how many times have you been with this guy?” he continued.

I gulped, my face twisted into a grimace. “Three.”

“Three!”

“Yeah,” I came back weakly. There was something about the whole thing, I couldn’t stay away.”

“Like what, what couldn’t you stay away from?”

Will was hurt, very hurt, even though it came out in the form of anger. I bit my lip again, blushing like a naughty kid. How could I tell him, how could I even begin?

“I guess the desire has never really gone away.” I thought that should explain it all.

“So you wanted to be punished?”

“I guess so.”

“And you didn’t come to me?”

It had been over three years since I’d been ‘trained’ to follow my submissive inclinations. Will had taken me to his good friend and lifestyle dominant Reggie for the full treatment. My strange sexual predilections had only frustrated us both. As much as we loved each other, as great as the sex was, there was a darker side