: Naitou Frison
: God's Will& My Willingness Unlock Your Authority Within By Complete Surrender to the Divine
: 10-10-10 Publishing
: 9781772775907
: 1
: CHF 10.70
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: Christentum
: English
: 138
: kein Kopierschutz
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God's Will and My Willingness was written to enable you to be in complete alignment with everything you've been created for. In its pages, you will have access to the author's many experiences, which will help you to unlock your authority within, and gain full control of creating the life that you want. This book demonstrates the author's healing journey and awakening process, as well as how she came to understand who she is, recognizing her true self, and why she was chosen and created by God. You too can learn how to use your intentions for the fulfillment of your heart's desires by your willingness to completely surrender to God's will for your life.
CHAPTER 1
I CALLED OUT TO GOD
DOWN AT MY LOWEST
“Baby, your uterus had to be removed, and you won’t be able to conceive on your own anymore,” were the brutal words from my husband’s lips after I woke up from surgery. Let me take you to where it began…
At this point in my life, I was completely despondent, and I didn’t know what to do. Everything that could possibly go wrong, I felt as though it had. I didn’t believe I could be any lower than this besides death, because at the age of merely twenty-seven, I felt as though I had experienced a fair share of tragedies. I felt like there was nothing else in life for me to face—being down at your lowest, there’s nowhere else to go besides your grave. So, how did I get to this point in my life, where six feet below in a wooden box was so close to me, I could practically feel it’s shadow? During the infamous year of 2020, at the peak of COVID-19, while many were facing the devastating pandemic that took over our entire planet, I was facing that as well as my own personal crises.
A few weeks prior to the pandemic lockdown, I found out I was pregnant, when my husband and I came back from our mini vacay while celebrating Valentine’s Day in New Jersey. I wasn’t feeling like my usual self, especially with my body, so I decided randomly one day to take a pregnancy test. I was on my way to work and decided to stop by the store and pick up a few tests. When I got to work, I video called my younger sister for some moral support before going into the bathroom to take the test. There was an unspoken yet spoken string of emotions from both of us, especially during the wait for the results, which seemed to drag on with the suspense. I finally went and looked at the results. Then I whisperingly shouted to my sister, “I AM PREGNANT!!” and we both just stared at each other with our jaws to the ground. We were both so excited, yet in disbelief. I literally felt every emotion, one after the other, and then I realized,Hello!! You are at work girl, so let’s hold it together. More importantly,GO CLOCK IN; your shift is about to start!
I got home that night after work and, of course, while in the bathroom getting ready to shower, I decided to take another test, but this time it was the more expensive, digital one, which for whatever reason I thought would be the most